MY CHILDHOOD DREAM...

Pada tanggal 5julai 2010(Isnin) adalah hari pertama saya memulakan kembali perjalanan saya sbg seorg pelajar...sgt excited...1st time pegi wad bukan dgn kepala kosong&otak blurr...hehe..it's a different feelings all together...

Minggu pertama nie..Dr Che Rosle(HOD of IM dept of UIA) will be da person incharge of da remedial students (act its just me for now, kaknasirah xdtg lagi coz xsehat..wahed wl b joining us in october).disebabkan dah janji dgn doctor nak wat klass keesokan hrnya (selasa)...y not pegi2 wad lu...tgk kes ape yg ada..dok prefer kes neuro@CVS...i just have a luk at da pt&notice only two neuro case in da whole 4 wards..huhu...however,i found a limb girdle muscular dystrophy...bt she's about to discharged dat evening...

A 20 year old gal (sgt cute adiknie..snyum yg sgt ikhlas&trime keadaan dia seadanya..sedey tlupe plak nama dia..huhu )

One day (3yars ago,at da age of 17) when she's about to go to school..suddenly she fell down..she felt her leg suddenly became weak..prior to da incident,she was very healthy,active&no underlying illness before..

Bermula dari hari itu...hidupnya mula berubah..tidak lagi boleh seaktif dulu..pada awal penyakitnya masih boleh berjalan walaupun perlahan&with support...lama kelamaan,mau pusingkan badan from supine to prone pun perlukan bantuan...kalo boleh gerak pn sangat slow...

dia yg awalnya sihat..badannya makin lama makin susut..langsung xselera makan..
penjagaan diri juga perlukan bantuan...pergerakannya bertambah limited...
it affects her girdles...cannot comb her hair..her mother will tie her hair...
pakai baju pun susah..sarong sua kena guna hanger..coz if dia tunduk,dia akan jatuh..
pakai baju kena sandar pd dinding...but cara nie yana xbape phm....
keismpulannya,she's not free to do things she usually does before...kena duduk dirumah sahaja...if gi toilet..kena berdiri...if duduk,dia akan susah nk bangun&perlukan bantuan org lain...

Initially,she was suspected to have polimyositis...after mc biopsy was done..she finally found to have limb girdle dystrophy...aftterwards,she was started on IVIG..her previous medication wic is prednisolone was still continued...
there was once she has signs of steroid toxicity...after her steroids dosage was tapered down...all da signs gone...she told me there was no history of dis disease in her family...

twice a week..she will go to hosp to for physiotherapy..to exercise her muscles(avoid from become atrophy)..she also undergo hydrotherapy...she likes swimming very much...bcz only dis time,she will able to move freely all of her limbs without restriction...bcz water eliminates gravity pulling...so she felt lighter...

eventho,she had difficulty in living..she still finished her SPM...during da exam,she was in a bad shape with worsening&progressing weakness of all her 4limbs..but alhamdulillah,she still able to hold pencil&write...she later was accepted in one of our matriculationcentre(gambang)...she stays at her house as it is not far from da centre..since she walked veeeerrryyyyy slow..she was adviced to have her own wheelchair to move around in da campus...

Her ambition was to be an engineer(she's a pure science student)...but due to dis problem..she is considered as OKU&did not fit da criteria to be an engineer (she just received her OKU card dis year)...im soo speechless after dat...
she already finished her matriculation&got an offer to futher her tertiary study in HUman Resource course (more to management) at ______ (aisey,lupa..huhu)

Currently,she asked 1year leave from da uni...she told me she wants to walk in da uni...dia kesian pd kwn2 yg akn slalu tlg dia...skangnie,dia berusaha tuk practice&comply to da physio regime..supaya kaki&tgn dia makin kuat&bole bjalan wpn perlahan...

b4 we end our conversation..i told her to say lots of du'a..as her du'a surely will be accepted by Allah, pray for her parents dat had taken gud care of her & most important is be positive&never givup =)

i said to myself...her challenged is much much mucccccchhhhhhhhhhh worse than me...
so dis is da time to improve urself&be a doctor that u always dream for...Allah is not testing me...but Allah actually gives me a chance to be a better person fi dunya wal akhirah...redha atas ketentuannya..be hepi with it...insyaAllah u make it til da end...as u always said..being a doctor is MY CHILDHOOD DREAM =)